Family: *insults my weight*
Family: *insults my interests*
Family: *insults my friends*
Family: *insults my music*
Family: *judges me constantly*
Family: you’re being so rude why aren’t you spending time with us
first things first i’m
imagine niagara falls….. but chocolate milk
that awesome moment when your boyfriend’s mom comes to check on you because she hasn’t seen you all morning…. I’m in a very offish mood…. I think I’m just thinking too much..
I had my 2nd MRI done yesterday… I don’t even want to know the results.. I keep working myself up about it, and now I’m just paranoid that they’re going to find something terribly wrong with me, that would be my luck.
I don’t want to be a grenade.. and right now that’s the one thing that I’m the most scared of…
I know I haven’t been online in forever…. and it makes me sad, but I guess that’s what happens when my dad can’t afford the house that we live in and out cable gets cut off almost a year ago.
I know I make it seem like my life sucks, but to me, it does. The only thing that makes it somewhat better is the fact that I have a boyfriend that makes me feel like I’m not alone.
I lost all of my friends. Not because of things that I did, but because we drifted apart, and the couple friends that turned out to be really crappy so I stopped talking to them.
I could really use a rekindling of some of my friendships, but they will never be the same…. I’m just overall a different person, and so are they. I need new friends, but I don’t have the time for it..